Pagi ke malam hari tak pernah terlintas dihati
It's so long since the last time I stay awake for the whole night, well it's ramadhan. I don't know how I end up here but all I know is those feeling comeback after all these years haha. little do they know about this blog that's why I could share about everything here, especially what I feel.
Have you ever feel it? the feeling which feels like something is missing, something empty right in the middle of your chest. so this is heartache? our brain uses the same neural system to process both physical and emotial pain. all pain sensation, no matter where they are registered, are ultimately originate in the brain well at least that's what AI Uvaroff in quora, but ignore it back to my question,
have you ever feel it?
Sadness, stress, loss maybe those things triggers pain in our own way but trust me, it's not something you would like to feel. It's feels like it is telling me that I can't do anything about it but to wait. Yeah, wait. waiting for something that you dont even is it coming or not, some people are so hurry about life, just like what I did three year 17days ago. I was so in hurry to tell her, I shouldnt told her about it. if only I didn't come to her seat at 4PM, sitting next to her pillow and breathing like a stupid, things wouldn't go this way. it was the biggest mistake I ever did and the worst regret I suffers. people live in their consequences of their choice and this one haunted me.
Look at us now.
those words become my wandering these past days, because it's like we are stranger, with some memories. not a good one maybe, but it calm me down. that's funny how a dream I had in the morning 2 weeks ago could help me going through the hardest day. I wish I still had a chance but lol, not even close.
"Km yg terbuka biar dia terbuka deek:)"
it's my mistake to forget those words on my happiest days. guys, open up. share it to those who care about you, it's nothing for you but not them for sure. 3years and still counting, and I hope so. Kawaranai mono!
Have you ever feel it? the feeling which feels like something is missing, something empty right in the middle of your chest. so this is heartache? our brain uses the same neural system to process both physical and emotial pain. all pain sensation, no matter where they are registered, are ultimately originate in the brain well at least that's what AI Uvaroff in quora, but ignore it back to my question,
have you ever feel it?
Sadness, stress, loss maybe those things triggers pain in our own way but trust me, it's not something you would like to feel. It's feels like it is telling me that I can't do anything about it but to wait. Yeah, wait. waiting for something that you dont even is it coming or not, some people are so hurry about life, just like what I did three year 17days ago. I was so in hurry to tell her, I shouldnt told her about it. if only I didn't come to her seat at 4PM, sitting next to her pillow and breathing like a stupid, things wouldn't go this way. it was the biggest mistake I ever did and the worst regret I suffers. people live in their consequences of their choice and this one haunted me.
Look at us now.
those words become my wandering these past days, because it's like we are stranger, with some memories. not a good one maybe, but it calm me down. that's funny how a dream I had in the morning 2 weeks ago could help me going through the hardest day. I wish I still had a chance but lol, not even close.
"Km yg terbuka biar dia terbuka deek:)"
it's my mistake to forget those words on my happiest days. guys, open up. share it to those who care about you, it's nothing for you but not them for sure. 3years and still counting, and I hope so. Kawaranai mono!
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